Emo

2011-02-19T23:46:00.000-08:00

Its easy to make people smile ,

just like that.

People always come to you and ask you for help about their relationship.

You give advise and it work.

When it comes to you,

What did you do?

Fake a smile and keep the problems inside you.

Afraid of facing them.

2011-02-12T01:11:00.000-08:00

Even though ur not mine

Even though i cant be together with you.

Hope you're having a great time

Happy valentine =)

(delayed)

2011-02-08T04:53:00.000-08:00

I don't want you.

But i need you

2011-01-24T04:06:00.000-08:00

Differences of crying.

-When i was born, they made me cry for them to know that i'm normal

-Now, i cry when things keep on falling and not normal

-When i was a kid, the people who made me cry are those that i hate the most

-Now, the people that can make me cry are those that i love the most.

Lastly,

-When i was a kid, i used to cry because of broken toys

-Now, i used to cry because of my broken heart

2011-01-22T03:37:00.000-08:00

Valentine isn't about giving presents and roses

Its about staying by the side of your love one

2011-01-22T03:31:00.000-08:00

If someone you love doesn't love you the way u want.
It doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they got.
So stop whinning

2010-02-21T07:46:00.000-08:00

Not afraid of havin responsibility.

Im just afraid of not being loved back

2010-02-06T08:51:00.001-08:00

I always wondered when you asked me out.

You asked me because you wanted me to be there or there weren't enough people going.

When i asked you out, i'm sure of the reason.

Its because i wanted to be with you.

2010-01-12T08:20:00.001-08:00

No matter how much color I try to add into my life.

It just wear off.

Turning back into black and white.

2009-12-29T08:18:00.001-08:00

Tried again and again.

But failed in the end.

Its destiny, its fate.

That i am borned as a failure.

It couldn't be change no matter how hard i try.

2009-12-28T06:57:00.000-08:00

Temporary friendships and relationships.

It doesn't last.

2009-12-14T01:58:00.001-08:00

Friendship are meant to be kept.

Its just a word.

Theres no such thing as true friendship and love.

Only real friends will be there when you need them.

2009-12-13T02:26:00.001-08:00

It was gone.
But you brought it back.

Growing hatred.

2009-11-18T05:54:00.000-08:00

Having fun under the lights.

Here I am, staying at home.

Thinking of the bad moments.

Whats the use of being smart or rich,

when your always alone.

I found that my life doesn't have any meaning or value.

I'm born for nothing.

2009-10-22T07:49:00.000-07:00

Guess that you wouldn't care much

2009-10-20T06:55:00.000-07:00

Sometimes love is like a sun.

You can't be with your love one,
if not he/she will get hurt.

You can only watch from a distance,
giving them warmth and making them happy.

2009-10-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

Reality will destroy people's dream.
Thats why i give up.

She's right.
I'm afraid of being rejected.

So i decide to never trust or believe in true love.

2009-10-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

Its sad when people you know

become people you knew

Love isn't finding someone you can live with..

It's finding someone you can't live without.

2009-10-16T08:12:00.000-07:00

When i first saw you,
i was afraid to talk to you.
When i first talked to you,
i was afraid to ask you out.
When i first asked you out,
i was afraid to hold your hand.
When i first held your hand,
i was afriad to kiss you.
When i first kissed you,
i was afraid to love you.
And now that i love you,
i am afraid of losing you one day.

2009-10-11T05:02:00.001-07:00

What does life means when one is not love or cared for?

2009-10-05T06:49:00.000-07:00

To me, life is all about pain.

One person less in this world, doesn't make a difference.
Does it?

Why carry on living when no one cares.
Even if i am dead, no one would bother.

Trying to live everyday happy,
I am just lying to myself.

2009-10-02T07:09:00.000-07:00

All things in the world,
Whether big or small,
Valuable or not,
have their own uses and a place.

In human life,
one encounters many vexations and perturbation.
The worst vexations are usually brought by oneself.

Sometimes perserviering is just stupid way to do.

2009-09-28T06:39:00.000-07:00

Everyone pretend to care.
But actually they don't give a dam.

Its so hard to trust people in this world.
People whom i trust are people that i care.

2009-09-25T05:56:00.000-07:00

Even if the street is full of people,
I will still feel alone.
No one would care or bother if i exist.

Promise is a big word
It is meant to be kept

2009-09-19T07:59:00.001-07:00

What is the meaning of life?

2009-08-30T05:46:00.000-07:00

Life is just so boring and meaningless.
Am i born lucky or lucky to be born?

2009-08-04T07:59:00.000-07:00

Untold truth
Unspoken matters
Unsolve troubles
The smile will one day disappear and all the problems will come.

2009-07-24T06:39:00.000-07:00

I love you for who you are.

But not for what you have or don't

Seeing the old you made me fall in love again
Once again i remind myself that love doesn't exist

2009-06-27T07:37:00.001-07:00

Why does this shit always happen to me?

2009-06-27T06:03:00.001-07:00

I'm always one step behind of others.
Feeling so useless.

2009-06-25T07:47:00.001-07:00

What was i thinking at that moment?

2009-06-24T04:37:00.000-07:00

How i wish the time could stop on that day.
Holding your hand, looking into your eyes

2009-06-23T07:21:00.001-07:00

I wish i had the guts to say the things i want to say to you

2009-06-20T05:05:00.001-07:00

All i want to hear you say is that you care.

2009-06-16T20:01:00.000-07:00

Always trying not to like or love someone.

2009-06-14T09:08:00.000-07:00

What was the last thing you said to me?

2009-05-23T05:55:00.000-07:00

Forsaken all my hopes and dreams
Being in a place where sorrow and despair exist

2009-05-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

Trust is the key to friendship and love
When its lost,
you will realise that everything kept in the 'box' will be lost too.
What that has been done can't be undone.
No matter how hard you try to change it or avoid it

2009-05-22T02:35:00.000-07:00

Behind the smile is everything you'll never understand.

2009-05-22T02:28:00.000-07:00

Always
alone
rely
on
no one

2009-05-21T00:08:00.000-07:00

I saw your heart falling apart
Pieces by pieces,
but i didn't care
i thought it was an imagination
Finally,
i relise it was all real
But it was too late.

I'm not afraid to face love
i'm just afraid of being left alone again

2009-05-01T10:23:00.000-07:00

The first time we met,
you said hi
But when you left
you said nothing..
Leaving me all alone
Not knowing what to do
History will repeat itself,
but not on me
This is not a fairytale,
where love will just come true

2009-05-01T07:37:00.000-07:00

I closed my eyes and search for an answer
Deep down in my heart,
I asked myself.
Hundreds, thousands and millions of questions.
Certain or unsure
Definitely or maybe
Yes or no
Am i in love again?

2009-02-14T07:26:00.000-08:00

Sitting alone..
At a dark corner
and that sadness feeling
Is tearing my soul apart
Waiting for someone to come and knock my door
Waiting for someone to help me through it all
Waiting for someone who can prevent the fall of my soul
Everyone i see,
Everything i see,
I have a desire to crush them all.
I want to fly to another place,
Safe and warm.
Where i can find a friend to tell me
Never frown cause you are not alone.

2009-02-13T09:16:00.001-08:00

Tears in your eye
Fears coming alive
Where dreams were lost,
hopes were dry
All alone at home
not knowing where to go.
Its valentine
Thinking about the girl,
you use to know.
Now like a perfect stranger.

2009-02-13T08:50:00.000-08:00

People without love
People who are not care
People who doesn't believe love

Happy emo valentine day

2008-12-14T01:07:00.000-08:00

Its been 3 months since you talk to me

2008-12-12T03:51:00.000-08:00

Its just so hard to understand.
Its just so hard to accept it.

2008-12-10T09:56:00.001-08:00

Giving up doesn't always means you are weak
Sometimes it just means
Your strong enough to let go.

2008-12-03T08:45:00.000-08:00

Learn how to forget, but not to forgive.

2008-11-23T09:45:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i just wish i could get bang by a car and forget all the unhappy memory

2008-11-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

High school musical 3-I just wanna be with you
I've got a lot of things,
I have to do,
all these discrations,
our future's coming soon,
we're being pulled
In hundred different directions
But whatever happens....
I know I've got you
You're on my mind, your in my heart
It doesn't matter where we are
We'll be alright, even if we're....
Miles apart!
All I wanna do, is be with you, be with you
There's nothing we can do,
I just wanna be with you, only you
No matter where life takes us,
nothing can break us apart
You know it's true
I just wanna be with you
Just Be With You
You know how life can be, it changes over night
The sun even raining, but it's alright
A friend like you
Always makes it easy!
I know that you get me
Every timeThrough every up, through every down,
you know i'll always be around
Through anything, you can count on me!
All I wanna do, is be with you, be with you
There's nothing we can do,
I just wanna be with you, only you
No matter where life takes us,
nothing can break us apart
You know it's true
just wanna be with you! I just wanna be with you!

2008-11-01T06:46:00.000-07:00

High school musical 3-Scream
The day your door is closed

The echoes fill your soul

They wont say which way to go

Just trust your heart

To find what youre here for

Open another door

But Im not sure anymore

Its just so hard

Voices in my head, tell me they know best

Got me on the edge, theyre pushin pushin, theyre pushin

I know theyve got a plan, but the balls in my hand

This time its man to man, Im droppin, fightin, its time too!

Whole worlds upside-down, its spinning faster,

What do I do now? Cause I choke,

I dont know where to go whats the right team

I want my own thing, so bad Im gonna scream!

I cant choose, so confused, whats it all mean?

I want my own dream, so bad Im gonna scream!

Im kickin down the walls, I gotta make them fall

Just break through them all,

Im pushin, crushin Im gonnaFight to find myself, me and no one else

Which way I can tell, Im searchin, searchin, cant find a

Road that I should take, I should, tomorrow left us

Like nothing works without you

I dont know where to go whats the right team

I want my own thing, so bad Im gonna scream!

I cant choose, so confused, whats it all mean?

I want my own dream, so bad Im gonna scream!

Get the clocks , roll it down

Here they crowd, get loud

I can shoot by the sound

Is it her?Is it love?

Can the music ever be enough?

Gotta work it out, gonna work it out

You can do it, you can do it!

I dont know where to go whats the right team

I want my own thing, so bad Im gonna scream!

I cant choose, so confused, whats it all mean?

I want my own dream, so bad Im gonna scream!

2008-10-26T23:38:00.000-07:00

I always give the least i could,
because its not worth it giving my fullest effort.

I have my own reasons for it..

2008-10-05T01:21:00.000-07:00

Life is like a traffic light.
Always doing the same thing everyday
And you will never know
when an accident will happen to you

Bored of life
Don't feel like living anymore..
Even if i have die,
nobody would care
Because one person less in this world
Makes no different.
Its not like the end of the world

2008-09-30T10:07:00.000-07:00

Love makes thing possible
Love cannot be forced
Love is always missing in my life

Until now,
I'm feeling so lost.
Unsure of what to do
Or what to say.
Forgotton the bad memories in the past,
remain the good ones.
Happy or sad
Shine or rain
I still..
love you
As a good friend
As a sister

2008-09-27T09:18:00.000-07:00

I'm scared
It show that
I'm not prepared to be
in love
with you
Something is holding me back
We don't need to go that far
Let's hold on to where we are
If it's real we will make it through

2008-09-21T00:08:00.000-07:00

Life is so meaningless without you.
I'm nothing without you.
I need you.
Not for the time being,
but forever.
And i always
Love you

2008-09-19T05:43:00.001-07:00

Happiness in my world have all left.
Leaving this world with hatred and pain.
Full of tears and blood
Making my world so dark.

Hoping I could change it,
but I'm nobody.
In my world,
In reality,
I'm just hopeless and useless..

Hope the decision you made will make you happy,
All that matter to me is your happiness.

2008-09-19T05:43:00.000-07:00

Sick of crying,
Tire of trying.
I maybe smiling
but inside...
I'm dying

I want the truth from you even if it hurts me.
Only in my dreams,
I could be closer to you.
In reality,
you're so far away..

I love you
not because of fun,
not because i was forced,
not because you're the only girl in this world.

I love you
because i want to,
because i want to protect you,
because you make me smile.

And the main reason I love you is
Love

2008-09-12T10:24:00.000-07:00

Loving someone who doesn't love you is torturing yourself.
One sided love bring no happiness,
it only bring pain, tears and blood.

Never believe in love.
Although love make everything seems possible.

2008-09-12T10:10:00.001-07:00

Death but not life
Darkness but not light
Give up but not persevere

Smiling but sad
Laughing but crying
Happy but pain

A person may looks happy on the outside,
but you never know what he/she is facing inside.
In this cruel world,
when will it all end?

2008-09-12T05:50:00.000-07:00

"Persevere and never give up,Nothing is impossible"
is just a saying.
If you think your life sucks
and you want to change it.
Don't think about it
because its impossible to change it.
If you try,

it might become worst

So just give up..

2008-09-12T05:48:00.000-07:00

Toki no nai sonzai o koko ni iru to Arata na tabi ga ima hajimaru
Kawariyuku kisetsu no naka o ikru futatabi ni bokura
Kieta tsuyosa o te ni ireta kedo
Mawatteku jikan no naka ni okizari ni shita omoi o
Wasureta koto sura wasureteita
Kuzurekaketa toki kodoku hoshi de
Deaeta boku ga hitori janai
Sora kazasu kanjou kono omoi o
Namda de mune ni kaeteiku
Yami ni uchiawasu koro o kitto eru yo

2008-09-04T08:07:00.000-07:00

We were never together.

You're like the first hand on the clock at 12

and I'm like the second hand at 6
Wide apart

As time passes,we will meet

Then you're gone again

To see you again,it takes a long time

2008-09-03T04:56:00.000-07:00

Have You ever loved someone

But knew they didn't care?

Have You ever felt like crying

But Knew you'd get no where?

Have you ever looked into their hearts

And wished that you were there?

Love is grand, yet it hurts so much.

The price you pay is high.

If I could choose between Love and Death,

I'd rather choose to die.

Falling in love doesn't pay a dime.

It only causes broken hearts,

Yet it happens all the time.

2008-09-03T04:53:00.001-07:00

Happy memories fade away

Living in this world full of fear and hate.

Whats was the reason i live til now

And it was you.

In my dreams,we were happy together

When i woke up,my nightmare starts

You left me alone and ignored me

I said didnt care about you

But deep inside i really care and loved you,

hoping you would give me a chance.

2008-09-02T07:24:00.000-07:00

I felt everything was so right at first,

but it was all wrong

I knew you had someone else,

Someone you loved and care.

So i knew things were going to stop

I don't know what to do

I can't control my mind

I look in my heart,
but the answer I just can't find.

You said you're sorry and

you avoided me since then.

But now when i talk to you,

we are like strangers.

2008-09-02T07:12:00.000-07:00

Every time i see you smiling to me,

kodou ga supiido ageteta

Life was once a one big dream

and the time we spent together

got me through each day

Then my days grew dark

and my dream faded away,

cause now you are gone

and once again I'm left all alone.

I gave you up and love you again,

I asked myself " What was i thinking ?"

If we were together,can i bring happiness to you?

But when we were apart,

you seems to be happier.

And my mind told my heart

"Its time to let it go"

2008-09-01T06:35:00.000-07:00

I just don't know how to feel,
If I should give up,
Store away all emotion
And chalk it up as never meant to be.

I put away what I feel
And try to forget you.
But then you smile at me,
I fall in love all over again.

Then you'll forget me
For awhile, pretend I'm not there.
I cry and wonder,
Do you even care at all?

2008-09-01T06:28:00.001-07:00

You tore my heart into two,
My hopes, wilted and shattered.
You said I just won't do,
To You, that's all that mattered.

You didn't give me a chance,
To prove we're made for each other,
Let me show it to you just once,
but in my heart, I know you'll never...

Maybe I've told you too late
Cause my heart's all blistered,
And so full of hate

2008-08-31T03:30:00.000-07:00

Feeling lost and confuse

Uncertainty

Where to go?

What to do?

Pick up the phone
no one to call

Went out of my house

No where to go,

No one i know

Deep inside

feel so lonely

Hoping everything will change,

but only a miracle could change it

2008-08-31T00:32:00.000-07:00

We started out as good friends

Then we were like brother and sister

But now we are like strangers

In the beginning you're so nice

But in the end, you're as cold as ice

The one who made you smile
Is the same one who make you cry
I wanted you to stay
but you turn and walk away

When i smile,
you know it was a fake
I'm just trying to hide my heartache
Realizing that love was a mistake
I ask myself again and again
What i did wrong

2008-08-30T05:37:00.000-07:00

I want a new dream

I want a new heart

I want a new chance

but I'm only receiving loss

The happy times were no more

I remember thoughts of you and sign

cause you're gone.

And now that you're gone,

I cant help but miss you

It hurts not hearing your voice,

not seeing your face.

I wish i didn't care so much

I wish i didn't miss you

I try to deny it

I try to pretend I don't care

But actually i do care and miss you

2008-08-29T23:48:00.000-07:00

My heart shattered into a million of pieces,

when you said those words to me

To you,

i'm just a face in the crowd

I wish we could be like in the past,

Talking and laughing.

But for now, I could only sit here silently

Remembering the memories we once shared

Everyday my love for you grow stronger

For me to give you up,

its like impossible

2008-08-29T03:39:00.000-07:00

I have often thought of leaving it all behind

and letting everything go

I was lost and alone, as I always am,

So many people around me,

Yet no one seems to care.

They say they understand and love me,

But just when I trust to love,

they abandon me.

I held the knife so close

as tears, mixed with blood,

Began to fall slowly.

And i know that the answer i was finding was death

Nothing could stop me now..

2008-08-29T03:20:00.000-07:00

After trying so hard
I've been pushed down
This time will be the last
as I lay here fading
my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past
I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building
as I lay here on the floor
I don't feel like getting up
Because I'm not worth it any more

2008-08-24T06:48:00.001-07:00

I walk this empty street alone, with brokendreams, and tears flowing.
Thinking about the happy moments when we were together..

2008-08-24T06:45:00.000-07:00

Even before i could say "I love you". You left me alone in the dark..

2008-08-17T05:37:00.000-07:00

Our memories aren't always reliable, especially when they are shadowed by pain and depression.

2008-08-17T05:21:00.000-07:00

True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have seen.

2008-08-17T05:06:00.000-07:00

Death is the only cure for the heart. It solve every problem you have.

Every bottle of anger, hatred and sadness in your heart will be destroy

2008-08-17T02:53:00.000-07:00

Love only exist in fairytale, it doesn't exist in my world
I wont believe it again... It just give pain to your heart

"I can close my eyes to things I don't want to see, but I can't close my heart to things I don't want to feel"